Went to the rink. Ice skating and Immunolgy this semester. Starts tomorrow. Wanted to practice before things start. Walked there in the dark. Scary but comfortable silence. Not boogieman scary. A different kind. Not sure what.
Tied my skates up tight. Uneasy at first. Everyone moving in circles. Don't talk to anyone. Somehow part of the circle. Saw Zvi. Quick hello and how are you. Kept skating. Circles and silence. Blissful solitude. Kinda like dry ice. Laces become loose. Fell once. Kept going.
Tired. Waddled off the ice. Turned in my skates. Old nikes back. Walked home in the dark and rain. Peaceful rain. Scary comfortable silence. Good thing I'm so used to it. Common theme for foreseeable future. Weakerthans on Ipod.
So much I want. So much I want to say. Can't do it. Something's wrong. Can't grow a pair. No smile. Only scary but comfortable silence.
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